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I am used to hate myself, to blame myself, to punish myself. It is for me, and for many other depressed people, the usual way of dealing with oneself. It's just so simple. I think I started to hate myself at the age of 13 and - at that time mainly through self-injury - to punish myself for my inability to live up to my standards.