http://suicidffbey666ur5gspccbcw2zc7yoat34wbybqa3boei6bysflbvqd.onion/threads/general-thread-for-my-vents-about-wanting-to-die.172577/page-91
To me existing really is just waiting for death and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence, I'd prefer to prevent the suffering of existing than prolong it just to suffer way more unbearably and there's just so much suffering in existing, existing to me really is just only suffering and it's suffering that just leads to decay and death anyway.