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Then I remembered a video I saw recently on OCD rumination, and one of the big points of the video is that when we get into this "what if x, what if y" train of thought, ideally we want to be able to say "yeah so what if x, maybe it happens maybe not, who cares." I tried to do this to get myself to send a message, and it felt really impossible.