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It truly is all that's inevitable and is all I hope for as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in the peace of non-existence, I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have the option to die painlessly even know I never chose any of this and death is all that's inevitable anyway.