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It terrifies me how a human can exist for so long with no limit as to how much agony one can feel just to be tortured by old age and I'll always see existing as just being cruelty and torture all for the sake of it, to me existence truly is an abomination and it's one that just causes so much harm and suffering until all is finally forgotten in non-existence anyway, for me non-existence truly is always preferable, I just hope and wish to never exist ever again.