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To me existing really is just waiting to die anyway, it's just suffering so unnecessary and I'll always see existence as as something so terrible, it's an abomination to me, I always wish to erase my existence so it's like I never suffered as I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I just want the peace of an eternal sleep, I'll only be at peace once I no longer exist.