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I'll just always see it as so dreadful to suffer in this existence no matter what, I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all rather I just hope for non-existence, existence is just so cruel, so torturous, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the suffering of existing and I'm just always so tired of suffering all for the sake of it in this existence I never would had chosen.